In light of the recent going on’s over here I’m taking a permanent vacation from worrying and negativity towards the hospital. Ok, I’m going to TRY to take a permanent vacation. Either way – lets lighten it up around here.
Do you ever have irresistible urges to do the most inappropriate things in certain situations? Like kiss someone while they’re talking to you – and not because you’re attracted to them but because you wonder how they’d react and what you would do if you went through with it?
Yes, I did just say that. This happens to me on and off – but it happens and the conversation I have with myself about this is very awkward. It goes like this –
I’m having a conversation with someone, man or woman, doesn’t matter and all of a sudden I think to myself – what would happen if I kissed this person? Would they yell profanities at me? Would I run away in embarrassment? Would I cry and plead with them to just forget about it, I didn’t know what had come over me? Then I picture it happening and I’ve completely lost what this person is saying to me at this point, I hope they’re not asking me questions because I’m so caught up in worrying about what would happen if I gave in to this urge.
At some point I return to the conversation and secretly thank my willpower that I didn’t just jump head first into disaster and immediately feel relieved that we haven’t figured out how to read peoples minds yet.
I know I’m not the only one who this happens to – www.queserasera.com wrote a piece about this and how it happens to her not long ago and all the comments were from people like me, thinking to themselves alone in the dark somewhere that they were seriously screwed in the head. Not true!!