I’m redefining a few of my own personal boundaries concerning this website. If you’re a regular reader you may have already caught that drift as a few things are being deleted.
No, I’m not worried about them. Just feeling the need to not be so out there right now. For a lot of reasons.
Apparently it’s super easy for people to read something and then decide I’m wrong or going crazy or just judge different things about me when really – I may put it on here but there’s just so much more to most of it that no one knows and I’m not willing to share here, ever. So … enough is enough. I’m pulling away for a while.
My skin is not that thick. I have to deal with it.
I am in the middle of a redesign of this site and we’ll finally be able to offer a few more tabs and navigation – I’m thinking one of those tabs is going to be “A little deeper” and thats where I’ll keep and share most of the in-depth things or more personal things here on this site.
Also – it’s no secret that I’m dealing with some “stuff” and I don’t want it to be. I’m not perfect and don’t want to come across that way, but I also need a bit of anonymity when it comes to some of this stuff. It’s therapeutic for me to write about it here for some reason but the other side of the coin isn’t worth that therapy right now.
So. Any way. Lets move on, shall we. I’m in need of a little more of an outlet here- not so much a play-by-play of any kind of emotional turmoil or self discovery that I might be in at the moment. Maybe again in the future – when I’ve gained some of that perspective.
Thanks for hanging on with me. I know it’s been confusing. We’re about to get good and clear-focused.
jodimichelle
i tell stories
I may have worded some of this wrong – please know that if you’ve sent me encouragement in any form I so very much appreciate it!
Yes, the comments with the posts I’ve deleted are also deleted and I wish I could have remedied that differently, I didn’t want to delete your thoughts or words at all – it’s just something I need to do for other things going on in our lives right now.
I love being an open book and am more than willing to continue to be open and honest but when certain people, strangers and relationships take advantage of that – then I stop. Then I get hurt. Then I get defensive. And that is not at all what this website is about, or for.
So – really, thank you for encouraging me in many many ways. I won’t hide from this kind of thing, but I also can’t tolerate it all at once. Sometimes a girls just needs to breathe.