Self doubt through this process was the most crippling mechanism I couldn't shake. Was this true? Could this be right? But what about this?

Reminders of my why, building resentment and boiling anger starts to surface and I'm upset.

If I can see this as plain as day - where the hell are the helpers? Who's fixing this? Why isn't anyone paying attention? Fuck all of this, I'm going to burn it down to the ground.